Friday afternoon I played this game over and over again in my head after talking to my Dr. following my ultrasound. Suspicious mass in my fallopian tubes and right ovary. I woke up this morning feeling out and out scared. I'm not overreacting am I? Nahhhh, it's nothing. And then there's this horrible thought that has creeped into my head saying, what if. What if, and how will I deal with it. What if and the repercussions, meaning no babies. Ever. The what if won't kill me, I can beat it, it will be the not being able to have a baby that will break me into a million pieces.
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